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From Magic City Morning Star J. G. Fabiano
There is nothing like the fogs of Maine. Last week was a classic example of how these early morning summer fogs change the way one feels about life. My day started like every other day, getting up before the sun, rolling out of my side of the bed, trying not to wake my sleeping wife who will catch her best sleep of the night now that I am not snoring my way through the 1812 Overture. My professional day begins with me kissing my wife good-bye, dragging myself to my truck, opening up the garage door and driving out into the real world. And every so often I drive into a wall of cloud that changes everything. The sun may have risen an hour earlier but doesn't have the strength yet to burn through a Maine coastal fog. Everything changes in a fog. My normal routine is swallowed by the fog and I steal myself to face the unexpected. By the time I have reached the end of my driveway I can no longer see my house. I think I see a light flickering through the gray shroud that surrounds my truck and, for the moment, I fancy myself an intrepid schooner captain trying to steer by the faint light of a distant lighthouse. Driving down the road is an adventure in itself. I can't see where I am going because the sides of the road blend perfectly into the road itself. I should probably worry about clipping a neighbor's mailbox if I stray off the side of the road, but I know this road like the back of my hand and, besides, mailboxes have become the crests of waves and the dim lights from the houses on either side have become the lights of piers guiding me safely out of danger. The sounds of the road also change in a Maine fog. Everything is muffled and sounds as if it is in an echo chamber. As I turn out onto the highway I open my window to let the sounds of the fog into the cab of my truck. Sometimes I talk to myself, knowing there is nobody out there who will know it is me because they can't see me and because my voice sounds different in the fog. My hair and face feel damp as the fog clings to my skin like a layer of silk. There is even a smell to the fog, the dank, salty smell of the sea. My imagination shifts into high gear and I start to imitate the sounds of a storm at sea, of waves crashing and a ship's timbers creaking in protest. Every now and again I yell a command to my terrified crew: "Stow the halyards... belay the mizzen mast... steady as she goes on the rudder." I know there are treacherous reefs out there in the fog and the life of every man on the ship is in my hands. Shapes pass me suddenly in the fog. One moment there is nothing, the next a dark shape at the side of the road then a startled white face explodes out of the gloom and is gone in an instant as I shout: "Strike the mizzen!" The hulking shapes of other vessels hiss past me in the dark, faces illuminated by their running lights, mouths cursing... or maybe giving order to an imaginary crew, like me. The drive to work seems to last forever and most of the way I am lost in another dimension. Gradually, as I drive farther inland, the fog starts to lighten and thin. Snatches of wet road become visible, the lights of familiar buildings intrude on my fantasy, dragging me reluctantly back to reality. I find myself slowing down. I am enjoying the adventure. I don't want my trip into work to end. But it does end and soon I am turning into the parking lot at school. The sun has strengthened, the fog is almost all gone, kids and other teachers are streaming into school to begin another day. I park my truck in the usual place, get out and pause for a moment to look to the east to where a bank of gray clings to the horizon. I stand there for a long time, looking at the fog, letting the romance of my imaginary little sea adventure fade into the back of my mind. Then I shrug it off and hurry across the parking lot to the main entrance. As I step inside I notice the principal and the wall clock at the same time and I realize I am late. "Fog slow you down?" the principal asked. "Aye," I said. "Had to watch out for those reefs." Jim Fabiano is a teacher and writer living in York, Maine Email Jim: yorkmarine@yahoo.com. © Copyright 2002-2008 by Magic City Morning Star |